Sulk Moment!

I can't help but feel a little sad tonight. Here are a few reasons:
1. I have never had a candidate lose a major election that I have voted for! This was my 3rd time voting for president and my first loss. I was one day shy of being of age to vote in 1996. For any one who knows me I HATE to lose and I am really taking it personal for some reason.
2. I am really having a hard time knowing that I will soon be 30. Yikes! (No offense to anyone older) I have been thinking about it and if I do by chance have any more kids. I will be older than my parents were sitting at my graduation. (I am 3rd to youngest in a family of 8 girls and 1 boy ).I still think I am 22 sometimes, maybe because I only have 2 very young children or because I work with young people all the time. I get really scared to think of what I am going to look like when I get gray and wrinkly.
3. I got Graydins beautiful blonde flowy hair cut. I really loved his hair. I thought it was so cute sticking up all over the place and it was just so soft. But, I know I only thought those things because he is my little guy and it just fit his personality. I am sure nobody else thought it was as cute as I did.
Well at least I do have many other things to be happy about: Great husband and kids, great family, great friends, awesome job a house to live in and food to eat, and hopefully many more years to come! We are lucky to live where we do and be who we are! Thanks for letting me get that off my chest. Have a great day!